A Bloody Mess

Night of Oct. 5, 2010


"I got up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and felt the nastiest lugie that I have ever had in my throat. Gathering up as much of it as I could it felt bigger then a regular one, and tasted like iron too. I spit it out and its a huge blood clot. As I look in the sink, disgusted and worried, I feel a warm trickling down my thighs...its blood. It was the beginning of October and I wasn't expecting my period yet, and anyways my flow was never this heavy. The flow seemed to get heavier and the clots bigger...then it hit me, I was having a miscarriage, the thing was I didn't know I was pregnant..."