Posted on December 19, 2010
"My dreams...full of flowers with stems made of forearms and hand, beatings between myself and two Asian women who are in laws to my family of many races, me sliding down a cement hill w/o scraping my knees as I give Jesus the finger, Jesus and I having to return a child who is made of apples to an adoption agency at a theme park only to realize Jesus ate the poor child..
...and finally being at a meeting where they show you how to use a workout machine that is also a sex machine.
Oh how I love my dreams! ~_~
I had this dream a couple of months back when I was still in California. I never wrote the dream down because I was so focused on the image that I saw, so bear with me.
My Dream Tattoo
"I love tattoos! I wanted to get one so bad but wasn't sure exactly what I wanted...I decided on getting a small simple star on my left shoulder/pec area. I call my friend and ask her to do the tattoo for me. I get to her shop and she gets everything set up. Once she starts working someone distracts her and while she is STILL tattooing me she looks to the side and messes the outline up horribly! I was livid! Then she gets an idea, she makes a star a little bit bigger than what I originally wanted, she gives it a little face, sunglasses, and makes 'him' very unique. Like nothing I have ever seen before! He is adorable, I love him! He was solid black, with 2 swirls are his bottom, and had a quote under him. I don't remember what the quote said but I drew him..."
Please! Don't steal him!
My drawing
Here he is!
Night of November 28, 2010
I went to visit a friend and her boyfriend. She's one of the whitest black girls I have ever met and her boyfriend is white. They were expecting their first baby and she wanted me to help decorate the nursery. They lived in a kinda crappy apartment but it's what they could afford at the moment. We went outside cause we heard a cracking noise that felt as if their apartment was going to collapse but it ended up being their neighbors side that fell. After staying with them for a while I went to visit a nice church in their town. I went into the prayer room and started to pray. In the middle of it, I hear a huge crowd by the door of the church and see Robert Pattinson running inside to hide from the herd of crazy girls chasing him. I go out to see him but stay far enough away so that I dont freak him out. He notices me, we stare at each other for a brief moment and realize I was staring back, so I hide. Eventually I run into him again, out of all places a movie. I was sitting with my pet pig *LMFAO* and he sat next to me to play with him. Then he kissed me..."
Night of October 22, 2010
"Jesus, Brad, Jen, and I are living in their apartment. The guys were off at work, while Jen and I were still sleeping. I feel foot prints on my face, like a cat is walking on it...but we don't have a cat or any other pets. I try to grab it but it runs away. It's so dark I can see it either. I go out into the livingroom and see Jen, she's looking for the same thing I am. We turn on all the lights and start back in our rooms. We then hear a weird growling coming from the living room...then it stops. We wait for it again and it comes from behind the couch...it's a possum! We were able to catch it and take it outside. Where we notice two boys releasing it's mother. Glad to know we weren't the only one's with a pest problem..."
Night of October 13, 2010
"I am headed to a movie premier with some friends but decide at the last minute to leave and come to a later viewing. We're walking around in the middle of the night and noticed these very strange looking lights in the sky. it's not a commercial airplane, it moves too fast, and it's definitely not a military air craft either, the turns and loops it was making were far too sharp and fast. The sky then lights up and we see a rocket coming from this craft towards us. It goes over our heads and crashes into the next neighborhood.
We all freak out and head home. Once I get there none of my family was home except for these two little kids. My friend and I grab them along with a few of my things and head to a safer location. Then we noticed there was something in the house with us, it attacks the little boy and he breaks out in red bumps all over his body. I had to help him. While this thing is still attacking him, I threw myself on top of him and let the rest of it hit me. My friend jumped into make it stop, it finally gave up. I look at the little boy, he's gone into shock. We have to rush him to the hospital..."
Night of October 12, 2010
"We're driving down the highway, Jesus, Josue, Anya, and I. I look over to the left side to see what was in the water. It was very shallow and there was a walk way from the shore line to about a couple hundred feet into the ocean. It was a small resort that was in the middle of the ocean! It was weird but very beautiful and it had rooms that looked like halves of a coconut. We decide to get a room. Jesus and I go swimming at the end of the resort where there is a huge wall of rocks forming a canal. I'm curious, I want to see what is in the rocks. The water starts to bubble and sucks me in. I awake in a whole new world where I'm gawked at by strange looking creatures and animals. They ask me for help in the search for one of their friends..."
Night of October 11, 2010
Contains adult language
"I am at this REALLY big ladys house, I don't know her name or who she is to me, yet for some reason I am living with her. She isn't too fond of me but it's ok because I hate her guts too. She has a Dachshund which are meant to be slim dogs but she has him all fattened up, poor dog. She treats the dog better than she treats me! The damn dog has its own room! Then this bitch decides to move me out of my room and tells me that I have to sleep in the dogs room! I'm so pissed and I tell her to fuck off, that I'm not sleeping in the dogs room! She gets offended by that and feels the need to shoot me in the back on my left side!
I lay on the floor, trying not to move or scream, GOD it hurts so bad! Jesus then comes in and removes the bullet from my side! It felt so weird! I muscle up the strength to get up and walk to her room. I see her fat ass laying in her bed, I walk up to her and start beating her in her sleep. Finally I get to leave that shit hole..."
Night of October 9, 2010
"I went to a huge youth group gathering in a stadium. There were probably 10,000 people there between the ages of 12 and 19. I was there for one reason only, and that was to have a match with Jacob Black. I was turned into a vampire a couple of months back, so Jacob took it upon himself to challenge me, of course I accepted. He should know as a new born I'd be a lot stronger than him, and it doesn't help that he wouldn't be able to phase. We were in the fighting ring getting ready to begin our match with heavy ironed ropes so we wouldn't be able to go too crazy and destroy everything around us or hurt anyone. We both glare and growl at each other...3, 2, 1...they ring the bell..."
Night of October 7, 2010
"I hopped around the world today...well more like places I have been to. I started off in California, of course, I was at home with Jesus, just spending time together. Then I went onto Florida where my parents were...then for some reason I was talking to my ex - bestfriend...WHY!? I have no clue! From there I went to Puerto Rico and took a stroll in the mountains with Jesus as well as spend time with my aunts, uncles, and grandparents..."
Night of October 6, 2010
"Warning this entry contains adult language"
"The world is even more fucked up now than it has ever been before. Animals are eating humans! Pigs, which were once seen as bacon, now see us as a rare delicacy! Yeah...very fucked up! I'm an animal lover myself, but the fuck if I am going to trust any cute little animal in this world. I think there is a disease that was spread amongst all the animals, probably some shit the government was fucking with and one of their labs rats got loose and was eaten by another animal. Who knows, but damn don't they ever watch movies? They should never fuck with mother nature!
I find a shelter with my family in an abandoned school, were not alone, but we don't mind the company. Realizing our food supply was running low we went out in search of more food. We find a narrow road up some mountains, problem is we have a huge bus, we take our chances. We slowly worked our way up when another family in a truck tries to run us off the mountain. We keep going til we reach a big enough area to swerve out of the way, but they had the same idea. By this point Im pissed the hell off. We didn't do a damn thing to them for them to just want to kill us. I get out the us and make my way towards their truck, one of them comes out from the back seat. We stare at each other in silence...She's about my size in every way...We still dont exchange words, yet we know what the other is thinking. She goes to shake my hand, I look at it then back at her...I hesitate. Then I sock her dead in the face knocking her to the ground. I straddle her and pound her face into the ground..."
Night of Oct. 5, 2010
"I got up in the middle of the night to use the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror and felt the nastiest lugie that I have ever had in my throat. Gathering up as much of it as I could it felt bigger then a regular one, and tasted like iron too. I spit it out and its a huge blood clot. As I look in the sink, disgusted and worried, I feel a warm trickling down my thighs...its blood. It was the beginning of October and I wasn't expecting my period yet, and anyways my flow was never this heavy. The flow seemed to get heavier and the clots bigger...then it hit me, I was having a miscarriage, the thing was I didn't know I was pregnant..."
